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do u feel it 2?

by Bunny Hoover

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1.
No 01:57
im thinkin about yr blood thinkin about yr blood lately all the things it does im thinkin about yr blood lately im thinkin about yr blood its not how its supposed to be i wish i was in you that deep so i could leave you freely and when i think about you its not always nicely and i am so afraid of saying names in my sleep and i'd give up my guts just to say how i feel and for you to know the looks i shoot you are real but there's a problem in my lips and it's so sick to describe it so i'll just tell you this i'm in love with yr blood not the kind that drips
2.
Last Year 02:10
last year this time we met it was alright you drove home the day after that night yr face still shimmered in my mind yr beautiful but to me you looked just fine last year good god i was fucking up like its my job my skin wasnt mad it just got lost yr not who i missed yr who i brought to friends' events so looked like i forgot but i was not yrs at the time so i could never make you mine and that's a stupid way besides to look at things, useless like my eyes i hope that what you find now is better than that night nothing that i ever do could mean more to me than you and them and i curled up in yr room i didn't even care that that was you i didn't even know that that was you
3.
Circuitry 02:24
we all look like machines when we're doing what we're told and when yr holding me i can see my circuity. wiring runs up and down my arms too tired now to hold, so i let it go and cut the brakes on never breaking free. tires on concrete sounded just like water under us. we're floating down each other's blood in iron giants made of rust. yr hair is even blacker now than how it was when i could count on you to drown me in the fountain of my trust. we're almost to yr exit and i can see hope in yr eyes and i can't get past the fact that if i wanted us to die more than i do i'd drive us quick into the low wall that divides the highways timeless empty expanse from the ending of this drive. in a few weeks i'll forget what this had ever meant to me but as i pull away i scream out from the pain of breaking free like a cat who finds her weights too much for branches of a tree except she spirals in her fall and cannot ever find her feet. when we accidentally meet you speak but i can't breathe. i didn't drink enough to make eye contact with you and not scream.
4.
Special 01:41
i won't just see what i want without letting it then haunt every moment from that night on when i picked yr face in from a crowd why am i always so loud when im talkin to myself? yr friends have been too good to me always counting up in threes doesn't work forever that's why i am coming up not enough for my best luck i've already tried that why are you so special? why are you so special? bleedin like a devil why are you so special?
5.
she said i had soft hands all id wanted to hear so i fell from feeling that's when you came near this bed is a campground when the fire burned out we stumbled through fingers finding paths between hurt (stay with me i'll help you sleep she haunts my dreams i can't make you feel better) i dont wanna make you think that i think that this isn't over yr a river im a rock that you can weather running over whether or not im yr rock doesnt matter cause its over and you matter to me still but i can't make you feel
6.
It's Late 02:15
i'll do my best to start to regret as soon as i remember when we first met and the cuts you'd accept so i thought you'd never leave me alone let me out of yr home its easy now see i didnt care til you werent there i hate being free hospital walls and future phone calls that you will miss streets i dont know hands that dont hold tears that dont drip i want to go back where yr bones puncture me still don't leave me alone i'd stay in yr home but now i never will
7.
does it make you guilty to feel happy i know that i am and theres too much static between our bodies to even hold hands but now i know i'm not entirely alone if they find love on mars we can write some cute postcards and send them to NASA if they dont its alright i was makin everything up that night the rain wont stop til i stop crying im not really crying did you stop crying every time? did you stop loving every piece of love you find? very very very soon youll be gone and we'll all have to move on but for this last week even if we barely speak i'll know what barely happened was almost definitely meant to be and all of this will be a tragedy one day but right now somehow i feel okay your body language that night was enough to say that sometimes when love leaves it actually stays
8.
i dont know why you still want me around the car is low on gas but you still take me out i can feel summer at its apex it's only coming down for now and i would say this all to you if i weren't passed out on yr couch and yr body scares me like the future there will come a time one day when you will say you knew her and all the things we clung to loudly will eventually come loser yr not who i'll talk to then yr who i'll wish i wanted sooner and oh my god im in love again yr as beautiful as her but you also arent my friend and something from when we first met is making me pretend that i will tell you all of this before the summer ends i dont care who gets hurt in the process i dont know anything except how bad i want this you dont mind other people why should i? my last night on earth will be when you tell me its time
9.
IWGB 03:56
theres a tension in the way that you say this stranger's name i thought i could hear you making those sounds all day but i get restless and redfaced trying to explain i love you and yr leaf-like eyes but i also need space and you just wanted something to be underneath it took me a long time to see that isn't me and i think about you all the time but none of it is ever nice you cant be happy living like this but you are and i wouldnt be and i cant do things any different so i ask with Jamie could it be you are the one waiting insanely for me to disregard caution and to help me stop this dont you see i want this? all the blood and vomit at the beginning of this year when everybody left i almost intentionally crashed my car i had just played a song for you to hear it was about yr bed and i didnt try very hard and now i've come back to the start freedoms just being alone this isnt how healing goes i wont get better now i'll take everything too far here you go i hope im yr secret its dumb to even say that yr the clot inside my heart and i wont get better if you go away i wont get better if you just stay i wont get better if my friends come home i wont get better if i'm left alone i wont get better if i stop drinking i wont get better if i keep thinking i wont get better even if i run i wont get better if i talk to someone i wont get better with this all inside i wont get better when i finally cry i wont get better when i write these words i wont get better by the time they're heard i wont get better if i leave my room i wont get better if i never do i wont get better im just like you i wont get better i wont get better i wont

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i made this album in 2017 and deleted it off the internet recently and now it's back. i want to remaster it and i also want to make new music but theres only so much we can do. go to searchhistory.bandcamp.com for new music

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released August 17, 2017

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