1. |
No
01:57
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im thinkin about yr blood
thinkin about yr blood lately
all the things it does
im thinkin about yr blood lately
im thinkin about yr blood
its not how its supposed to be
i wish i was in you that deep
so i could leave you freely
and when i think about you
its not always nicely
and i am so afraid
of saying names in my sleep
and i'd give up my guts
just to say how i feel
and for you to know
the looks i shoot you are real
but there's a problem in my lips
and it's so sick to describe it
so i'll just tell you this
i'm in love with yr blood
not the kind that drips
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2. |
Last Year
02:10
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last year
this time
we met
it was alright
you drove home the day after that night
yr face still shimmered in my mind
yr beautiful but to me you looked just fine
last year
good god
i was fucking up like its my job
my skin wasnt mad it just got lost
yr not who i missed yr who i brought
to friends' events so looked like i forgot
but i was not yrs at the time
so i could never make you mine
and that's a stupid way besides
to look at things, useless like my eyes
i hope that what you find now
is better than that night
nothing that i ever do could mean more to me than you
and them and i curled up in yr room
i didn't even care that that was you
i didn't even know that that was you
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3. |
Circuitry
02:24
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we all look like machines when we're doing what we're told and when yr holding me i can see my circuity. wiring runs up and down my arms too tired now to hold, so i let it go and cut the brakes on never breaking free. tires on concrete sounded just like water under us. we're floating down each other's blood in iron giants made of rust. yr hair is even blacker now than how it was when i could count on you to drown me in the fountain of my trust. we're almost to yr exit and i can see hope in yr eyes and i can't get past the fact that if i wanted us to die more than i do i'd drive us quick into the low wall that divides the highways timeless empty expanse from the ending of this drive. in a few weeks i'll forget what this had ever meant to me but as i pull away i scream out from the pain of breaking free like a cat who finds her weights too much for branches of a tree except she spirals in her fall and cannot ever find her feet. when we accidentally meet you speak but i can't breathe. i didn't drink enough to make eye contact with you and not scream.
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4. |
Special
01:41
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i won't just see what i want
without letting it then haunt
every moment from that night on
when i picked yr face in from a crowd
why am i always so loud
when im talkin to myself?
yr friends have been too good to me
always counting up in threes
doesn't work forever
that's why i am coming up
not enough for my best luck
i've already tried that
why are you so special?
why are you so special?
bleedin like a devil
why are you so special?
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5. |
Weather Running Over
02:03
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she said i had soft hands
all id wanted to hear
so i fell from feeling
that's when you came near
this bed is a campground
when the fire burned out
we stumbled through fingers
finding paths between hurt
(stay with me
i'll help you sleep
she haunts my dreams
i can't make you feel better)
i dont wanna make you think that i think that this isn't over
yr a river im a rock that you can weather running over
whether or not im yr rock doesnt matter cause its over
and you matter to me still but i can't make you feel
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6. |
It's Late
02:15
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i'll do my best
to start to regret
as soon as i remember
when we first met
and the cuts you'd accept
so i thought you'd never
leave me alone
let me out of yr home
its easy now see
i didnt care
til you werent there
i hate being free
hospital walls
and future phone calls
that you will miss
streets i dont know
hands that dont hold
tears that dont drip
i want to go
back where yr bones
puncture me still
don't leave me alone
i'd stay in yr home
but now i never will
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7. |
Latency (Yes)
02:12
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does it make you guilty
to feel happy
i know that i am
and theres too much static
between our bodies
to even hold hands
but now i know
i'm not entirely alone
if they find love on mars
we can write some cute postcards
and send them to NASA
if they dont its alright
i was makin everything up that night
the rain wont stop til i stop crying
im not really crying
did you stop crying every time?
did you stop loving every piece of love you find?
very very very soon youll be gone
and we'll all have to move on
but for this last week
even if we barely speak
i'll know what barely happened was almost definitely meant to be
and all of this will be a tragedy one day
but right now somehow i feel okay
your body language that night was enough to say
that sometimes when love leaves
it actually stays
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8. |
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i dont know why
you still want me around
the car is low on gas
but you still take me out
i can feel summer at its apex
it's only coming down for now
and i would say this all to you if i weren't passed out on yr couch
and yr body scares me like the future
there will come a time one day when you will say you knew her
and all the things we clung to loudly will eventually come loser
yr not who i'll talk to then
yr who i'll wish i wanted sooner
and oh my god im in love again
yr as beautiful as her
but you also arent my friend
and something from when we first met is making me pretend
that i will tell you all of this before the summer ends
i dont care who gets hurt in the process
i dont know anything except how bad i want this
you dont mind other people why should i?
my last night on earth will be
when you tell me its time
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9. |
IWGB
03:56
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theres a tension in the way that you say this stranger's name
i thought i could hear you making those sounds all day
but i get restless and redfaced trying to explain
i love you and yr leaf-like eyes but i also need space
and you just wanted something to be underneath
it took me a long time to see that isn't me
and i think about you all the time
but none of it is ever nice
you cant be happy living like this
but you are and i wouldnt be
and i cant do things any different
so i ask with Jamie
could it be you are the one
waiting insanely for me
to disregard caution
and to help me stop this
dont you see i want this?
all the blood and vomit
at the beginning of this year when everybody left i almost intentionally crashed my car
i had just played a song for you to hear
it was about yr bed and i didnt try very hard
and now i've come back to the start
freedoms just being alone
this isnt how healing goes
i wont get better now
i'll take everything too far
here you go
i hope im yr secret
its dumb to even say that
yr the clot inside my heart
and
i wont get better if you go away
i wont get better if you just stay
i wont get better if my friends come home
i wont get better if i'm left alone
i wont get better if i stop drinking
i wont get better if i keep thinking
i wont get better even if i run
i wont get better if i talk to someone
i wont get better with this all inside
i wont get better when i finally cry
i wont get better when i write these words
i wont get better by the time they're heard
i wont get better if i leave my room
i wont get better if i never do
i wont get better im just like you
i wont get better i wont get better i wont
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